139 days til... till today...

wow 3am in the morning, i must be crazy still blogging at this time... why? cos i can't sleep... mosquitoes? neighbour making love too loud? bish of cos no lah... me tossing here and there to get into a position hoping i can sleep... but i simply can't... wat's wrong with me... i probably get insomnia for quite some time... anyone wanna sell me sleeping pills? high price offer? friends' advice were probably right at the beginning but i wanna prove them wrong... prove everyone wrong... but nevertheless i had never regretted... feelings that once were hidden... are now expressed to you... days that once were stormy... are now the brightest blue... times that once were lonely... are now filled with pleasure... all that once was mine alone... are now things we both treasure... nights that once were cold... are now comforting and warm... fears that once were very real... are now gone with the storm... a heart that once was broken... can finally be mended... but dreams that once were longed for... are now al... all... all......

wat happens when two persons meet? the time when ur heart start throbbing... one might wonder... is it fate? or is it destiny? perhaps its a test... a test to test each other... like an experiment that had to be carried out... take both as chemicals, if one of the chemicals is non-reactive then too bad... but if both are reactive then things start off from here... depending how one control the experiment... and whether the right chemicals are added to make the experiment further work... but if along the way you mistook alkaline as acid and added it... the experiment get diluted... and you try adding back acid hoping its not too late... but to ur surprise you actually added expired acid then too bad liao... have to say bye bye then... lolx... only i can think of this theory rite... but i'm actually good in science k... my dream is to marry science and computing together... producing the super nanoscale computer... so late liao ah i think i will experiment on other sleeping postures then... and i shall declare off for myself tomolo... hope that asshole approve and don't make things difficult for me... if not pigeons shall hover on him and shit... haha... nitez peeps...