sian... tired... sad...

just got home not long ago... yesterday work nite shift tired tired out... anyway have u ever had this kind of situation... when u felt troubled and just wanted to talk to someone yet there's no one to turn to... no one to lend u a listening ear... no one to hear ur woes... no one to console u... it's a sucky feeling... and in the end u just have to stuff everything back into that "bottle" in ur heart again... even though there's not enough space to hold everything... that's ur problem! cos in this harsh society one just have to squeeze everything into that tiny chamber... not even realising how much more that small "bottle" can hold before it finally crack and shatters... the happenings recently just force me to evolve into another person... a person that shall keep things to himself regardless of anything... a person who will only share the good things with others but not the bad things... pple just likes to hear good things and not criticism... why live in a world of self deception... many things happened unknowingly and its just seems like another natural flow... why do brothers changed too? friendships never lasts. relationships also never lasts, the only thing that will lasts is kinship... wat a reality... whether it's true or not only time will tell... nik is tired out... gonna catch some sleep before i go work again tonite...