faith.trust.hope - renew

helo bloggy.

nothing pretty exciting to blog about i guess.

except.

was plagued with evil malice recently.

the devil's working on me.

must be due to the lack of prayers.

low faith, low trust, low hope.

all these somehow draws me closer to God.

thinking back.

i thought i've been deluding myself.

but it's a big no.

perhaps i've been listening to others too much.

yes, everything they said makes sense.

but are they fit to judge us?

guess that makes me mortal.

i won't be able to discern like God.

somehow i just love to disagree with whatever she says.

cos she's always this young girl in my heart.

but this time round she's right.

looking at her.

i realized that i hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time.

i found she was not young anymore.

she's no longer the young and willful girl back then.

yes, i grow older and more mature.

and so do her.

but i didn't notice that.

haha i think it's funny when i am spending so much time with her.

this verse somehow makes me ponder on my actions.

"Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as Christ God forgave you." (Ephesians 4:31-32)

anyway yang yang is laughing his heart right now. he's so loud. >.<

if only life is all about laughing one's heart out.