in remembrance of the tsunami victims

wanted to blog yesterday but was sicked for the past few days and still not really feeling well... wanted to blog for those tsunami victims... in remembrance of the tsunami victims on that fateful 26th dec 2004... *a minute of prayers*

just hope that the new year will be a good one for everyone... and oh ya wanna say thxs to those pple who asked bout me... i am fine de... don't worry... =) and wanna say sori to summer, i will take the present when school reopens... and carol too, collect the present from u soon k... and sori again to joey, we like forever didn't get to meet... cos i sick... will make up to u de...

anyway holidays ending soon, another 7 more days before the new semester begins... cleared all my papers but didn't really get my expected grades... but it's ok cos my mindset changed le, now i just want to get my degree and live my life to the fullest and not just academic inclined only...

i don't wanna miss out things again that i once missed in my poly times... i wanna do things i wanted but never did... and too many things happened this year such that it force me to grow out of my comfort zone... i discovered that life is not all about academic, there are much more out there... especially when i came to know of my fren's illness, seen other tragedies that happened this year... kinda scared me... i realised that health is really really important to me than anything else... cos without it i won't be able to take care of my future wife and my parents... my parents are also getting on their age, the more i can't let anything befall me... i don't want them to be worried for me... it shld be me taking care of them instead... so one of my resolution is to be more resposible with my own health... i can do it with some planning... step by step... i can... i know...

btw am in the main com for Time Capsule... got to look for sub-commers le... anyone from hall 8? god pls let me find the right pple for my com... we can't afford to screw this event...

anyway am looking forward to the new year bring it on... and treasure every moment with ur love ones...

leg pain

wah seh woke up in a shock today... woke up at ard 1 plus... woke up thinking i need to go school then damn gan chiong lor... cos i think i was dreaming having exams and i overslept... damn scary manz... then my heart is like pounding... i think i am getting obsessive compulsive behavior like wat caren said... i think nothing else in this world can manage to scare me except exams in NTU... nik *pulls hair* =(

anyway had a late lunch... came back, my frens called to ask me to go online to plan timetable together for next semester... haiz didnt know it took such a long time to plan till now then manage to plan finish one... omg damn siong lah the timetable for next sem... jialat liao... grrrrrrrrrrrr...

nvm put that aside... then msn-ed non-stop... haha anyway its fun catching up with them and nicer when u get nudges for replying too slow... even nicer when u get all the shit smileys thrown at u... i got many shit smileys now... get from me if u want some... the chats are worthwhile cos more gossips available to me liao... can blackmail pple le... think this month food can dont wori le...

anyway my leg still abit pain... cos already injured+walked too much yesterday... stupid carol owe me one meal k, cos i come down all the way to funan to find u... be appreciated k... and my x'mas prezzie... u promise de...

BoyFren vs GalFren

hey again a long entry but i think it's worth reading...

once upon a time, there was a Boy and a Gal who were from the same school but from different levels... the Boy was 3 years older than the Gal but somehow through frens they got to know one another... the Gal, wasn't really pretty, but still above average... was quite loud in school... as in she's the loudest among her group of frens.... but she wasn't acting loud... cos her laughter was loud... lolx... quite a funny character among her frens...

but the most important thing: they are neighbours... that's what that brings their frenship closer... they see each other everyday... Boy then gradually fall in love with Gal and begun to talk to her everyday on the phone, and sms her... Gal would then reply his sms, and when he called, she'll talk to him till she fall asleep... next morning, they'll sms each other from the time they woke up till they reach school... and then after school... and during dinner... and the cycle continues...

frens who knows about this starts to tease them... put their names together... and even their family members joke about them being together... but actually they were only frens... Boy then starts to "test" if Gal is interested in him as well... but Gal insists that they are only frens... but actually Gal is alittle fond of him... but not to the stage of like or love... they have never went out before or even meet up in school when they were alone... they only talk on the fone and through sms... communicating with each other... so Gal can't imagine them being together, thus telling herself that she don't like him at all... but when they quarrelled, both Boy and Gal can't resist messaging each other, and when they don't receive each other messages for a day, they'll feel so terrible and at a loss...

Love has already planted a seed in each of their's hearts without them knowing it...

after a few months... Boy decides to ask Gal to be his Galfren... and Gal agrees... they were together finally... but then, they broke up within 2days... no one knows wat happens... it was just their usual quarrel... and being too young to understand love, they decided to forsake love... they decide not to talk to each other... in school, they avoid each other... at the lift lobby, they pretend not to see one another... days passed, this continues... and when Boy graduates, and moved to the next level, he starts to know more people, and has a new GalFren... Gal is then devastated and sad, but she can't do anything but blamed herself for giving him up... Gal regretted her decision, and could only wish Boy all the best in his next relationship...

love comes when you most unexpected it... love is blind, you wouldn't know why you would like the other person in the first place, it just happens... and when it happens, you should cherish it and make the fullest out of it...

when 2 good frens become together, everything stays the same, just that the status becomes different... but everything that you talk about, you share with one another is the same... nothing changes... and of course, you should go out with one another, then you would find out more of each other, know the habits of each other, and see if you share the same interests... of course, all these starts off from frens... but because Boy and Gal did not go out with each other at all when they were frens, they couldn't understand each other... and when they got together, they expected too much from each other... they straightaway assume the duties of BoyFren and GalFren, which stresses them out, and causes them to split...

actually almost all relationship starts off from frens... knowing each other, knowing the interests, knowing the habits, knowing the objectives in life, knowing the hobbies, knowing the favourites... good frens may know each other's everything, but not all good frens may continue to develop into couples... some good frens may forever stay as good frens... and remain only as good frens... while some good frens may have interest in each other, but once they never cherish the oppportunity to voice that out, the other party might have found someone else and fall in love with the other person... some good frens may only be good frens, whereby they can't be with each other as they understand the other party too well... so well that if they becomes a couple, they'll only quarrel and split...

but most importantly, when ever misunderstanding happens, you should talk over it... not shout at each other or even don't talk about it... meaning avoiding it... talking over what the problem is helps... but of cos, you must talk lah... not quarral ok...

confinement "lady" in the making

hey peeps some baby pics as promised... ok let see how terrific i am as a first time uncle... be patient for the pics to load ba... shldn't be too long...


cute rite? just like me so cute...


yawn yawn yawn


come drink ne ne le haoyang


may my Toto strike


u lousy thing... my Toto never tio... drink faster lah...
don't show me that constipated face... grow up then beat me lah...

anyway cooked lunch for my jie to eat lor... i am like a maid, she pour water ask me to do... drink finish ask me to wash... win liao lor... i'm not maria k my jie... (-_-''') anyway the mee sua noodles i cooked not too bad i guess... the second time i cook for a girl... first time is cook celery noodles... and someone complained... anyway i don't anyhow cook for girls de...


main actor of the day "mee sua"


step 1: prepare ingredients


step 2: fried the minced meat until smells


step 3: add in water


step 4: fool around while the water boils


step 5: throw everything else in


step 6: taste it, see whether taste horrible not


step 7: pour into a bowl and not a plate


step 8: add some garnishing if u want, but i lazy lah

update

omg my sis is at the hospital, pray that everything is alrite... jiayou give me my nephew...

got back at ard 4am cos went out with caren... crazy woman... we were so hyper yesterday... ok a brief update lah went to plaza sing to get bling bling with her... she waste my time only (-_-'''), go to the shop so long to see then take longer time to decide whether she shld buy or not... i was so bored in the ladies roaming environment so i decided to go out to take a breather... they were having some looney tunes performance so i joined in with the kids to watch the show... seeing how excited and happy the kids are made me so happy... didn't know why also, perhaps its bcos i really really love kids alot... their laughter really come deep from their heart... cos kids will only laugh when they are happy and cry when they are sad... unlike us complex adults, who tends to hide our own feelings... haiz... am i one such person too? humm...

anyway after that watched chicken little, mind u the chicken is really damn cute... i salute the animators... can i be one too? but overall i like the alien kid more cos it is super duper cute lor... with the three eyes blink here blink there... i want to hug it... gonna find its soft toy soon... then accompany her to shop for some tops and jacket... but then she damn choosy lah... comment here and there... don't have the figure say don't have the figure lah why blame the clothes... they are innocent de... hahaha...

after that, the bo liao us walked to bugis... settled dinner at a jap restaurant... nice ambience... girls there also chio chio... dinner was messy only with her lah... cos she's a complain queen on top of a menses queen... keep on want soft shell crab... so we order some... then she really "treat" me good hor... i want to eat the crab... she picked only the shells to let me eat only... i wanna eat crab meat she say i can only eat the crab's EYE... u horrible thing... diaoz si ren le... overall dinner was fun... was discussing whether we shld catch "A twist of fate" or go Good Wood Park Hotel to eat the next time after adeline come back... hey adeline come back fast leh... we missed ur craps... i and u combine equals invicible de... i know u wanna use ur card to slap at one of the waitress... haha...

after dinner we go The Coffee Connoisseur for coffee to chill out cos she wanna treat me as she owe me one... and having coffee with her is not peaceful either... the waiters and waitresses are looking at us... lamer us... hehe... and after that we really don't know where to go liao... so just sat at one of the stone bench to chat chat and chat... really chatted many stuffs... from pple, hypocrites, family, children, menses to relationships... anyway one of the craps we talked is whether a girl can stand and pee... hahaha... conclusion is they can't cos they will make a mess of themselves and the toilet seat...

and more of walking, walked to Chijmes sat there crapped again... but then her mum called and called and i saw the time oh gosh it's so late liao... so we walked to 7-eleven to have a last drink... sat at one of the bus stop crapped for another session... and i send her back... almost reached her place liao but then got stupid road blocks lor for the marathon today... then the taxi uncle have to detour all the way back and travel another route... ma fan lah u... but the uncle very apologetic de, tell us sori that the meter is chalking up... haha... nahz i told him its ok cos not his fault... anyway both of us reached home safely...

anyway i have such a wonderful talk with her, a fun nite indeed... am looking for more frens to chill with me... just give me a call...


bling bling


troublesome girl


the food is nice, don't give me that kind of face

insomnia

humm so late liao guess everyone is sleeping le ba... can't get to sleep cos i didn't receive that important call... nvm... now whole body aches cos past few days had been busying painting my room... finally done le... nice nice... hehe... anyway chatted a long long session with caren today... she's became more siao since the last time i met her... more auntie liao... and don't always corrupt mabel... keep on bad-mouthed mabel only lor... hehe... wat happened to u? last time u not like that de... now menses irregular le ba then u changed le... now talk to me break break break only... sad... lolx... anyway u got lots of tissue paper de hor... haha... really crapped alot liao until i laughed until no strength le... tomolo we going to get the blink blink dunno wat dorothy thing... and she promised to treat me coffee... but i want more than that lor... a meal at least... and maybe watching chicken little... i been wanting to catch that show le... tomolo everything u treat liao lah... cos u so rich... and since u don't like to waste my money...

anyway me really bored now... so just now blog hopping and read read read... see happy blogs and sad blogs... more gossips more rumours... so fun... haha... and then i read one chapter of the curious dunno simi dog incident story book given by caren to me as a birthday gift... paiseh ah so long then i start to read, almost 6 mths liao then i flip the book... anyway i don't have autism k... diaoz (-_-''') k lah think i shld force myself to sleep le...