thanks carol

just a few shoutouts.

today just feels like a day of thanksgivings.

baby: hey don't be all stressed up! even when talking to u i can feel the stress within u. *smiles* for He already have the plans for you. love love.

carol: hey thanks for ur $0.75 treat. muahahaha. anyway thxs for always being there for me. and remembering my birthday every year without failed. and always splurging money on me. it makes me feels like a gigolo. u RICH also not like that one hor. lastly, thanks for the wonderful present. God bless!

summer: hey my F2 during camp. thanks for that wonderful shoutout. i was touched. and i MISS YOU TOO! don't fret k. i believe ur sis will understand the pains u took one day. and ur ohmigod is so cute must copy liao.

back

wow drumming is incredible. it always manage to reduce the amount of frustrations in me.

finally went for service with daniel. he had invited me like so many times. and cassandra is so gonna kill me cos i haven attended hers. i will make myself free girl. soon i promise. anyway he's my fellow taiwanese. we share similar eating habits. come to think of it the only difference we have down here is that i am super crap. and he's the reserved type of person. anyway thanks for talking to me. i needed it. i love talking to you. yah i promise we will have our convocation together. u don't worry too much.

ruilin: i am sorry for my attitude. anyway ur jie is getting better le so don't worry too much. guess u have been worrying about that for the past few days. just concentrate on ur studies from tomorrow onwards.

anyway i bought the district-13 vcd. it's damn exciting. let's watch together.

drums here i come

tiong bahru chwee kueh. katong laksa. katong carrot cake. how can i possibly eat them all. sigh. such a pity to dump them. but on the other hand my marginal utility per dollar is still high. i am a young economist. anyway guess i will go out for more drumming. sori caren didn't go cycling with u today. scare i lao sai on the bicycle. another day k. make up to u soon.

drumsticks

just got back not long. my hands are like so tired. wah so difficult to find a shop that provides binding service in tampines central. anyway managed to get it done. thanks God. u seldom fail my prayers.

joanne wanted to meet me so we chilled out at starbucks. man glad she's doing fine. anyway she's so sweet. she insists on treating me and the surprise came. she actually bought me a pair of drumsticks. how incredible can that be. how u know i like to play drums? got internal spies around! lolx. anyway thanks so much. i really love it!

after that we went to play drums. i played around 10 times i guess. that explains why my hands are so weak and tired now. anyway we didn't exchange a single word when i am playing. so sori for neglecting you. and thanks for listening to me and letting me vent my frustrations. oh yah u definitely got strong legs girl and a damn patient person. cos u stood there like for around 2 hours. salute. sori again.

omg i am famished. dinner here i come. and my cute yang yang. *pinch* *pinch* *pinch*

whee fixed

wat a day!

finally fixed the 2 computers. now left my laptop only. so happy to see them "healthy". most importantly is to see them errors free. i am great! muahahaha.

xinhui my heartfelt condolences to u and ur family. be strong girl.

was talking to my friends on my way home after class. and we talked bout many issues, ranging from getting married, getting terrible kids, getting old, getting all sorts of illnesses, etc. of course got chessy stuffs too like extramarital affairs, sex, etc. anyway the above is not important. i just want to remind all my friends out there to treasure all their love ones. cos u'll never know when they will leave u. to me health is the most important thing. treasure ur health. God bless peeps!

am supposed to have a gathering. but... sigh. tired of shits! sometimes i really don't understand why people wants to meet me? ok fine we are friends! so friends ought to help each other right but are they helping me? a question worth pondering!

sometimes i just pretend to be stupid and letting others take advantages of me cos i just wanted to be nice. however, don't cross my line of defense will ya? hey come on think again. do u really think i am stupid? i've been studying neurobiology during the past few lectures. modeling dendrites, axons, synapses, neurons etc. to solve genetic operations such as offspring creation, reproduction, mutation, crossover (sexual recombination). though i can't be a doctor but i can help a doctor. only with technology will we reach the outer limits. come on must i say so much just to prove that i am not stupid? don't waste my brain cells on these stuffs anymore cos brain cells don't regenerate like any other cells on our body. when it dies it just dies and it only means u've become stupider.

some people just don't learn.

*digress*

hey summer, things on ur side sure looks bad, hope things will be fine soon. call u soon i promise k. don't always say i bluff u. it's so so bad for my reputation. hehe.

oh gosh didn't realize it's so late liao. time to orh orh le. oh almighty God, please give me some sweet dreams tonight. preferably is to tell me who will win the world cup then i will find all the big and small bookies in singapore and place bets. muahahaha.

20/06/2006

it was my birthday yesterday. the date was 20/06/2006. which happens only once in a lifetime. i thank God for giving me life on this day. anyway it was also a special day to some 300+ couples. according to the news these couples chose to solemnise on this special date. oh god i missed my chance to solemnise on my birthday. =( ok never mind here is a list of other special dates i can think of to solemnise in the future. i believe i will get a chance to solemnise on one of these dates, hopefully.

20/07/2007 - age 24
20/08/2008 - age 25
20/09/2009 - age 26
20/10/2010 - age 27
20/11/2011 - age 28
20/12/2012 - age 29

which means i must get married before 30 if i want to be special. humm.

*digress*

ok i need to blog this out. i want to thank my baby for being such a super duper sweet person in my life. always there for me. and i really really appreciate all the efforts u put in. ur thoughts brightens my day. thanks for planning so much so much for me on my big day. and being in cahoots with my malay brother. go eat mee siam lah u two.

and not forgetting my beloved jie. who gave me a hefty sum of money. i love you. you are my money plant. *evil grins*

i wanna thank my beloved parents too, my stern looking dad yet constantly showering us with care. my daddy act tough only. and of cos my cute mummy who is ever so tolerating to my nonsense. i know i am crappy most of the times but i can never say these words out of my mouth to my parents. i love them. so i guess i will just pen them down here.

and lastly, i thank God for blessing me with such a wonderful family.

a picture to end this beautiful day. thanks baby.

Frente - Bizarre Love Triangle

every time i think of you
i get a shot right through into a bolt of blue
it's no problem of mine
but it's a problem i find
living the life that i can't leave behind
there's no sense in telling me
the wisdom of a fool won't set you free
but that's the way that it goes
and it's what nobody knows
and every day my confusion grows
every time i see you falling
i get down on my knees and pray
i'm waiting for the final moment
you say the words that i can't say

i feel fine and i feel good
i feel like i never should
whenever i get this way
i just don't know what to say
why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
i'm not sure what this could mean
i don't think you're what you seem
i do admit to myself
that if i hurt someone else
then i'll never see just what we're meant to be
every time i see you falling
i get down on my knees and pray
i'm waiting for the final moment
you'll say the words that i can't say
every time i see you falling
i'll get down on my knees and pray
i'm waiting for the final moment
you'll say the words that i can't say

special post: tay ruilin

i first met u on the 6th of nov 2004.

we have known each other for 591 days till now.

the 592nd day will be my birthday.

from then till now.

countless events took place.

be it the ups or the downs.

misunderstandings. mistakes. we both made.

nevertheless, we still stand by each other.

even in the darkest storm.

i love you.

juicy updates

hey i am back i am back i am back i am back people. so nik is back to blog. sori guys for the lack of updates. i am plain lazy. u all should know that by now. will start with some updates bout the gathering with my clan people yesterday. Altos Clan, we are always the A clan.

humm... ok let me see if my memory is still good. met up with emileo, enshu, yulin, huishan, lian chen, jasmine, ray, gordon, grace, eddie, guanying, yanto & yong kang. seriously i was quite disappointed by the turnout. but never mind with me a.k.a siap siap around i will still make the gathering an enjoyable one. hahahaha... that's the power of me. summer girl if u are reading this u are not suppose to laugh off that decayed tooth of urs. i miss the siap cheer. shout with me as u read this. here goes...

siap de siap
siap siap de siap
siap siap

i guess this don't make sense to some of u reading out there. ignore me.

anyway the gathering is held at Mind's Cafe. we get special discounts and a waive of service charges. credit goes to emileo as the boss of the cafe is his friend. it's a blessing to have such friends around. anyway the food range so-so only. the lasagne is yummylicious. the spaghetti which i ate sucks. anyway grace ate the same spaghetti too. she's superb lah cos she refused to eat a second mouth after the first. so in the end i told the boss and he's damn nice lah he went to change to lasagne for grace. F.O.C

by the way if u all are wondering. a good boy like me definitely finished my plate of spaghetti. thank God! grace have you thought bout the thousands of africans? and one thing for sure girls can never make it in national service cos most of them are so picky with food.

oh yah before i forget emileo and i made fun of the boss. we told him that his taste is getting better and better le cos all the waitresses he hired are quite cute looking. no wonder business is good. humm...

after the "sumptuous" dinner we proceed to play board games. played Cranium. it's a highly recommended game by me. ok the game rules is confusing so i shall not explain here cos i am lazy. anyway the game is super educational.

ok an example question

is flammable and inflammable the same?
true or false?

the answer is true. most of us will think the answer should be false. cos the prefix in usually represents the negation. like describable and indescribable. anyway for a while i thought i am stupid. but then i am not the only one who thinks that the answer is false. all of them thinks so too. so the conclusion is all of us are stupid. we can't possibly be ntu students. lolx.

oh yesh i hate Cranium now cos i lost my penis through the game yesterday and some kind hearted soul have to remind me that i still owe them a penis. hmmph.

Uno yesh Uno i fell in love with it yesterday. it's such a simple game but when u played it in a big group it is able to bring incredible fun and laughter. definitely excellent for group bonding. seriously i played the longest Uno game in my life yesterday. just one game lasted for 30 mins and more. omg i love Uno.

the only regret i have is not able to play Jenga. i love jenga cos i am the Prince of Jenga. muahahaha. challenge me to a game of Jenga and u will know.

the juicy part came when they scrutinized my fone. from now on i swear i am not placing my phone on the table anymore. nik's secrets all exposed. sobx. oh gosh. i definitely have clan mates that got itchy hands. chop them off then u know. u know who u r. anyway to protect myself i have muted one of them and bribed the other. haha.

oh yah so wat are the secrets? since they are secrets i can't say them here. psst but u can ask me bout it and u will be on my muting/silence list. muahahahaha.