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Saturday, April 29, 2006

How You Feel; How I Feel...

if i lived a thousand years

you know i never could explain

the way i lost my heart to you that day

but if destiny decided i should look the other way

then the world would never know the greatest love story ever told

and did i tell you that i love you

just how much i really need you

did i tell you that i love you

tonight

Friday, April 28, 2006

i love sake

phew woke up late today, and my head is feeling a bit heavy. must be due to the sake i drank yesterday. first time drinking sake, the taste is quite bitter, and a total different experience compared to what i drank before. anyway i can't stop drinking it. that burning sensation down the throat. i love it. u guys must try it out. anyway was blog hopping and seen summer's entry. screw that person summer. oh yah catch up soon.


***summer's***
What is this issue about being in JC and POLY surfacing? The spark started off with a maple story JC idiot criticizing and commenting poly peeps are JC rejects, and the fire got started.

Well, i am a poly student myself and naturally i feel offended. Most of my poly peers are equally, if not, more offended than i am.

There is an increasing number of people opting for the poly education, not because they cannot enter JC but because they see value in a more hands on education.

I was from the triple science class in Katong Convent and being the best class, i would say about 38 out of 40 peeps went on to pursue a JC education. I am one of the two weirdos who chose to study in a polytechnic, with L1R5 of 9 points.

I made a wise choice in going to poly, singapore polytechnic for that matter, and i never regret not choosing JC. If i did, i think i would have a thousand regrets.

Poly education moulds me into a person i never thought i will be. With a million exposures to project work, presentations, final year projects and practical hands on application of accounting, I became more vocal in expressing my views and more daring in implementing new ways of doing things.

Upon making my decision to go to poly to pursue a diploma in accountancy, i didn't dare dream to go to a university. If i can make it to uni, it's a bonus and if not, i shall just make do with a diploma. I am sure you have heard about how difficult it is to go to university from a polytechnic so i shall not dwell into this issue. Apparently, you have to be the top 5% to 10% to be good enough to be eligible. And i am lucky to be part of the top 5% to 10%. *Phew*

If going into JC and Poly have an equal chance (50%-50%) of entering into a local university, I am sure many will opt to go poly instead. Correct me if i am wrong but many people chose JC cos it gives them more chances to go uni? So if the chances are equal, i am sure many would reconsider their choice, trust me.

When the government proposed to increase the uni intake for poly students, JC students grumble saying we are snatching their places and deprive their chances of getting into uni. What logic is this may i know? Calling us "JC rejects" and then say we deprive their chance to be in uni? In what capacity can a "JC Reject" deprive YOU, a JC student, of a chance to get your degree? WTF.

One thing for sure, Diploma grads are more employable then JC students. I am sure you will agree with me on that. Why? Employers are aware that poly peeps are comfortable with independent learning and working on their own. Give a JC or even a uni student the same problem and they will be struggling for help. Don agree?

I was attached to an audit firm for internship during the third year of my poly education. Along with me was another undergraduate from NTU. Yes, NTU. And we were told to do up this tax computation and cash flow for companies. I could do it with a few clicks of the mouse and obviously she was struggling and asking for help. Eventually, i got an A grade for my attachment and i guess she will most probably get herself a C or D grade.

Many a times, it is not about how much you know, it is about how much you know how to apply that counts.

Disclaimer: The above mentioned is just my own personal views and it does not represent the views of all the poly peeps. lol~ (=
***summer's***


ok i admit i was a JC reject. no big deal. to me that person that shoots whatever that crosses his/her brain is nothing but a kid in my eyes. sowing discord between everyone. sigh. i don't really care whether you are from JC or poly as long as we can hold a decent conversation, that's more important. and most importantly don't ever look down on others.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

blessed

i feel so blessed

my kor is so sweet yesterday

he woke up early with me

not to pee together with me lah

but to send me to the mrt station

cos i have a paper to take

am really blessed

i love my family

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Winter Again

mukuchi na hito iki wa shiroku
     the silent masses, breaths of white
rekishi no fukai te ni hikarete
     drawn in by the wide hand of history
osanai hi no kaerimichi
     the way home from our young days
rin to naru yukiji wo isogu
     as the cold rings out, we hurry down the snowy road
gaitou no shita hira hira to
     beneath the street lamps, lightly
kogoeru hoho ni maichiru yuki
     the snow falls dancing down my freezing cheek
me wo tojireba mukashi no mama
     when I close my eyes from long ago
kibishiku mo hibi tsuyoku ikiteru mono yo
     i see people who lived strongly during those strict days

itsuka futari de yukitai ne
     someday, i'd like to go with you
yuki ga tsumoru goro ni
     when the snow is piling up
umareta machi no ano shirosa wo
     the whiteness of the town that i was born in
anata ni mo misetai
     i'd like to show it to you
aitai kara koishikute
     because i miss you, i love you
anata wo omou hodo
     so much that i think of you
samui yoru wa mada mune no oku
     that cold night, it's still in my heart
kane no ne ga kikoeru
     i can hear the sound of the bells

noshikakaru kumo wo miagete
     looking up at the overhanging clouds
toki no hayasa no nagare ni tou
     i question the flow of the speed of time
daremo ga idaku kanashimi no
     for the sadness that everyone embraces?
shuuchaku eki wa doko ni aru no ka
     where is the last train
hidamari kureru sakamichi de
     lying in the sun, on the darkening uphill road
wakasa no maboroshi to deai
     i meet with the phantom of my youth
"genki desu" no hitokoto ni
     more than the memories stirred by "i'm doing fine"
natsukashisa yori mo tomadoi tachidomaru
     the confusion makes me stop suddenly

sugisarishi yo ni yureru hana
     the flower that sways as time passes in the world
tooku wo mitsumeteta
     from far away, i watched it
tsumetai kaze ni sarasareta
     i was exposed to the cold wind
ai wa ano hi kara ugokenai to
     since that day, love couldn't move
aitai kara aenai yoru ni wa
     on the nights when i can't see you
anata wo omou hodo
     so much that i think of you
omoide ni wa futari ga aruita
     in my memories we walked together
ashiato wo nokoshite
     the footsteps of the path we walked still remains

furitsuzuku shiroi yuki wa kokoro moyou sotto
     the white snow which continues to fall softly forms a heart-shaped
toutou to shiroi yuki wa
     the completely white snow
mujou naru hito no yo wo
     so that the world of unsure people
subete yurusu you ni furitsuzuite yuku
     can be forgiven, continues to fall

itsuka futari de yukitai ne
     someday, i'd like to go with you
yuki ga tsumoru goro ni
     when the snow is piling up
umareta machi no ano shirosa wo
     the whiteness of the town that i was born in
anata ni mo misetai
     i'd like to show it to you
aitai kara koishikute
     because i miss you, i love you
anata wo omou hodo
     so much that i think of you
samui yoru wa mada mune no oku
     that cold night, it's still in my heart
kane no ne ga kikoeru
     i can hear the sound of the bells
aitai kara aenai yoru ni wa
     on the nights when i can't see you
anata wo omou hodo
     so much that i think of you
omoide ni wa futari ga aruita
     in my memories we walked together
ashiato wo nokoshite
     the footsteps of the path we walked still remains

Saturday, April 08, 2006

九佰九拾九朵玫瑰


往 事 如 风 痴 心 只 是 难 懂
借 酒 相 送 送 不 走 身 影 蒙 蒙
烛 光 投 影 映 不 出 你 颜 容
仍 只 见 你 独 自 照 片 中
夜 风 已 冷 回 想 前 尘 如 梦
心 似 冰 冻 怎 堪 相 识 不 相 逢
难 舍 心 痛 难 舍 情 已 如 风
难 舍 你 在 我 心 中 放 纵
我 早 已 为 你 种 下 九 佰 九 拾 九 朵 玫 瑰
从 分 手 的 那 一 天 九 佰 九 拾 九 朵 玫 瑰
花 到 凋 谢 人 已 憔 悴
千 盟 万 誓 已 随 花 事 烟 灭

夜 风 已 冷 回 想 前 尘 如 梦
心 似 冰 冻 怎 堪 相 识 不 相 逢
难 舍 心 痛 难 舍 情 已 如 风
难 舍 你 在 我 心 中 放 纵
我 早 已 为 你 种 下 九 佰 九 拾 九 朵 玫 瑰
从 分 手 的 那 一 天 九 佰 九 拾 九 朵 玫 瑰
花 到 凋 谢 人 已 憔 悴
千 盟 万 誓 已 随 花 事 烟 灭
我 早 已 为 你 种 下 九 佰 九 拾 九 朵 玫 瑰
从 分 手 的 那 一 天 九 佰 九 拾 九 朵 玫 瑰
花 到 凋 谢 人 已 憔 悴
千 盟 万 誓 已 随 花 事 烟 灭

往 事 如 风 痴 心 只 是 难 懂
借 酒 相 送 送 不 走 身 影 蒙 蒙
烛 光 投 影 映 不 出 你 颜 容
仍 只 见 你 独 自 照 片 中

Thursday, April 06, 2006

untitled

wah jogging is always fun...

what a surprise!

bump into joanna...

thanks for jogging with me...

when u urself is also busy...

i appreciate it... =)

but u r so slow!

anyway no more school le...

from now till 13th next week...

then my nitemares begin...

exams!

to make things worse...

i know nuts bout this semester...

*pulls hair*

oh god help me...

give me the strength to focus...

spaghetti time!

Sunday, April 02, 2006

我 愛 的 她 有 妳 的 影 子


人 的 煩 惱 太 多 是 因 為 記 性 太 好
關 於 感 情 的 事 特 別 容 易 忘 不 了
所 以 逃
所 以 跑
所 以 失 去 的 總 是 比 較 重 要
人 的 煩 惱 太 多 是 因 為 抓 得 太 牢
關 於 前 塵 往 事 特 別 容 易 放 不 掉
有 人 哭
有 人 笑
有 人 在 回 憶 路 上 不 停 的 跌 倒
悄 悄 翻 開 愛 的 心 事
裡 面 寫 滿 了 當 年 我 們 的 結 束
悄 悄 翻 開 愛 的 心 事
偷 偷 的 看 著 當 初 對 愛 的 無 助
我 愛 的 她 有 妳 的 影 子
熟 睡 的 時 候 像 個 天 真 的 孩 子
我 愛 的 她 有 妳 的 影 子
微 笑 的 時 候 撥 弄 頭 髮 的 樣 子
我 愛 的 她 有 妳 的 影 子
溫 柔 的 時 候 編 織 未 來 的 日 子
我 愛 的 她 有 妳 的 影 子
哭 泣 的 時 候 背 對 著 我 的 方 式

人 的 煩 惱 太 多 是 因 為 抓 得 太 牢
關 於 前 塵 往 事 特 別 容 易 放 不 掉
有 人 哭
有 人 笑
有 人 在 回 憶 路 上 不 停 的 跌 倒
悄 悄 翻 開 愛 的 心 事
裡 面 寫 滿 了 當 年 我 們 的 結 束
悄 悄 翻 開 愛 的 心 事
偷 偷 的 看 著 當 初 對 愛 的 無 助
我 愛 的 她 有 妳 的 影 子
熟 睡 的 時 候 像 個 天 真 的 孩 子
我 愛 的 她 有 妳 的 影 子
微 笑 的 時 候 撥 弄 頭 髮 的 樣 子
我 愛 的 她 有 妳 的 影 子
溫 柔 的 時 候 編 織 未 來 的 日 子
我 愛 的 她 有 妳 的 影 子
哭 泣 的 時 候 背 對 著 我 的 方 式
有 妳 的 影 子