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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

aijou to nichijou

aijou to nichijou ni karamu kokoro kisu uzumete yo!

phew. today's a long day. this week's gonna be one too.

sobx. i have accumulated so many sleeping debts to clear!

protest! >.<

should i study or sleep tonight?

tough choice!

*digress*

oh yah! went for a retinal scan today.

somemore it's free of charge!

i thought i would have some eye problems.

cos that's the primary problem for a computer scientist!

who has been facing the computer almost 12 hours a day!

oh yah i decided to be a computer scientist rather than an engineer!

anyway the result states that my eyes are in good condition.

yippee!

Monday, August 28, 2006

Pluto, a dwarf planet?

I am so stressed from studying Artificial Intelligence. I am beginning to wonder why am i paying so much school fees when the lecturer obviously can't teach for nuts. And obviously 90% of the time is more of self study. I have come to a conclusion, to study A.I. you need R.I. Meaning to study Artificial Intelligence you need Real Intelligence. And obviously i don't have. But i might have Retard Intelligence. Muahaha.

Anyway do u know i love astronomy since young? Am especially infatuated with black holes. Black holes are somehow related to Einstein's general theory of relativity. Shall talk about that on my next entry or so if i have the time.

New definition of "planet"
On 2006 August 24 the International Astronomical Union (IAU) decided on a new definition of "planet" which does not include Pluto.

The IAU members gathered at the 2006 general assembly agreed that a "planet" is defined as a celestial body that:
  • is in orbit around the Sun
  • has sufficient mass for its self-gravity to overcome rigid body forces so that it assumes a hydrostatic equilibrium (nearly round) shape
  • has cleared the neighbourhood around its orbit.
This means that the Solar System now consists of eight "planets" Mercury, Venus, Earth, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus and Neptune. A new distinct class of objects called "dwarf planets" was also decided. It was agreed that "planets" and "dwarf planets" are two distinct classes of objects.

Some facts of Pluto
Pluto orbits beyond the orbit of Neptune (usually). Pluto is smaller than seven of the solar system's moons (the Moon, Io, Europa, Ganymede, Callisto, Titan and Triton).

orbit: 5,913,520,000 km (39.5 Astronomical Unit) from the Sun (average)
diameter: 2274 km
mass: 1.27e22 kg

In Roman mythology, Pluto (Greek: Hades) is the god of the underworld. The planet received this name (after many other suggestions) perhaps because it's so far from the Sun that it is in perpetual darkness.

Pluto was discovered in 1930 by a fortunate accident. Calculations which later turned out to be in error had predicted a planet beyond Neptune, based on the motions of Uranus and Neptune. Not knowing of the error, Clyde W. Tombaugh at Lowell Observatory in Arizona did a very careful sky survey which turned up Pluto anyway.

Pluto has not yet been visited by a spacecraft. Even the Hubble Space Telescope can resolve only the largest features on its surface. A spacecraft called New Horizons was launched in January 2006. If all goes well it should reach Pluto in 2015.

Pluto's orbit is highly eccentric. At times it is closer to the Sun than Neptune (as it was from January 1979 thru February 11 1999). Pluto rotates in the opposite direction from most of the other planets.

The surface temperature on Pluto varies between about -235 and -210 C (38 to 63 K). The "warmer" regions roughly correspond to the regions that appear darker in optical wavelengths.

Pluto's composition is unknown, but its density (about 2 gm/cm3) indicates that it is probably a mixture of 70% rock and 30% water ice. The bright areas of the surface seem to be covered with ices of nitrogen with smaller amounts of (solid) methane, ethane and carbon monoxide. The composition of the darker areas of Pluto's surface is unknown but may be due to primordial organic material or photochemical reactions driven by cosmic rays.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

对不起

其实,这几天发生了好多好多出乎意料的事。
一切都发生得很快,让我不知所措,久久无法开口告诉任何人。
自己也无法想明白,这几夜过得非常辛苦。
脑子里绕着圈子走,一直想来想去。
想到无法入眠,直到身体坚持不下去的地步才睡着的。
不过总算想清楚了。

xxxx,
我很感谢你对我的坦白。
我也相信你一定是想了很久才有足够的勇气来跟我说这一些。
不过你这样突如其来的告白让我感到非常困扰。
一方面,我了解你对我的感情,我也很感谢你一直以来对我的关心。
不过,很抱歉。
你这一份心意,我不能接受。
因为我已经有喜欢的人了。
我放不下的那感情,忘不了的那影子。
我得尽早跟你说个明白,否则始终会让你伤害得更深。

我知道这对你不公平。
可是我不想破坏我们之间的友情,更不想伤害你。
受过伤的我是不愿意再轻视别人的感受。
你应该也了解我这种 ‘拿不起 放不下’ 的痛苦。
希望你会好好的,我也不希望你等待着我。
你说新加坡很难找到像我这样,又体贴成熟的男生哦! =)
谢谢你的祝福。
我会好好的。

祝你,
找到幸福。

Saturday, August 26, 2006

faith.trust.hope - renew

helo bloggy.

nothing pretty exciting to blog about i guess.

except.

was plagued with evil malice recently.

the devil's working on me.

must be due to the lack of prayers.

low faith, low trust, low hope.

all these somehow draws me closer to God.

thinking back.

i thought i've been deluding myself.

but it's a big no.

perhaps i've been listening to others too much.

yes, everything they said makes sense.

but are they fit to judge us?

guess that makes me mortal.

i won't be able to discern like God.

somehow i just love to disagree with whatever she says.

cos she's always this young girl in my heart.

but this time round she's right.

looking at her.

i realized that i hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time.

i found she was not young anymore.

she's no longer the young and willful girl back then.

yes, i grow older and more mature.

and so do her.

but i didn't notice that.

haha i think it's funny when i am spending so much time with her.

this verse somehow makes me ponder on my actions.

"Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as Christ God forgave you." (Ephesians 4:31-32)

anyway yang yang is laughing his heart right now. he's so loud. >.<

if only life is all about laughing one's heart out.

Friday, August 25, 2006

hitori de

my mind freezes for now.

i felt a bullet piercing through me.

and it's me who pulled the trigger.

if God brings you to it - He will bring you through it.