*shrugs*
what's happening? i hate it!
i seriously hate to organize gatherings from now on.
why in the world must i send out 30+ sms and only getting response from less than a third.
i dislike people to be late.
another one of the things i dislike is when people do not reply to my sms.
i mean is it really that difficult just to flex ur arm to reply and send?
i really don't understand why God gave me my character?
people claims i have good character.
always willing to go the extra mile.
why must i always be the one giving.
*digress back to 3 days ago*prior sending out the sms i wanted to make sure which numbers are still in use.
ok so
stupid nik abandoned his huge stacks of genectic notes.
and there's a quiz next week.
so he called each of them on the list patiently.
one by one, one by one, one by one.
ok so a new compiled list of contacts.
and he was just being too nice trying to compile and print contact sheets for each of his friends.
knowing that some might not even appreciate this.
but he still went to do it.
i sent out the sms like 3 days ago and
indicating please reply back to me whether u r coming.
is it so difficult to type 'Yes' or 'No' plus a smiley face?
seriously i think i am the idiotic one over here.
why should i get angry with others.
i can jolly well reject them.
but they said they misses me and wanted to meet up with me plus a gathering.
*shrugs*
so i can't possibly do nothing and when everybody thinks i am super free during holidays.
hey i would prefer to rot than to do all these.
i think i am getting tired.
i should refrain myself from doing things i don't like.
and care less of what others would think.
that should do the trick.
it's pointless for me to get upset over such things.
i got better prospects than these.
the last gathering i would do will be for carol, collin, esley, gary, joel, madeleine.
